This is the beginning

      I have decided to write a blog for a few reasons, the first of which is that I have recently felt the desire to write (a feeling I have NEVER felt before). My other reason for writing this is to relieve my poor husband from having to hear everything I have to say. Granted he will still hear his fill of whatever I want to say but hopefully this blog will keep him from having to suffer through hearing about things he cares nothing about.
     I want to write about three things specifically, being a Mom, cooking and reading. While those three things have nothing in similar with each other they are the three things I do the most, therefore I spend most of my days wanting to talk about Charlotte (my little girl), all her achievements, and how I feel I am completely screwing her up. I also want to talk about cooking and eating, and my final desire is to talk about all the things I read. Jaysen (my husband) has no interest in hearing about what I'm making for dinner and all the details of the flavors and recipes I want to try. As long as he eats he really could care less. While he cares quite a lot about Charlotte and everything I have to say about her he cares nothing at all about the books I read and  my opinions of them, but maybe, just maybe someone on here will care, and if no one does care that's okay because at least I'm getting my thoughts out, no matter how poorly they are written down.
      All that having been said I will keep this last bit short just to try out how I intend the rest of my blogs to go. Charlotte is one and I think its a miracle that she has lived this long. She doesn't have health problems Jaysen and I were just new parents and we probably did everything wrong. She can walk. (another miracle).
     I found a recipe on Pinterest that I really want to try its called Caprese Pasta on iheartpasta.com the picture looked delicious, as soon as make it I'll let you know if it actually is.
     I am currently book-less and searching for a new read, if you have suggestions I'm happy to hear them just keep in mind I don't like to cry.